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November 29, 2006
late night
i packed four boxes and you couldn't even tell. didn't dent the bookcase i was working on- now thats discouraging
loving the world of freecycle, thank you kirsten hill
amazing how hard it was to just hang up the dang phone tonight. why does it feel like im saying goodbye to becky all over again? guess its just the thought of not hearing that little voice for awhile now. stupid outreach part...sobbed my eyes out.
i think i am finally piecing together some of my problem with how i am viewing God lately. it has become increasingly difficult to look at God as a "personal" God when all of my experiences with "personal" realms (ie relationships) has been ground in conditional love (esp within the church - sorry to any of you who that causes offense, but lets face it is true) and love linked to circumstances. and despite my every effort it is so very perplexing to mix my view of God as a personal, relational God with a God who also loves me unconditionallly, not dependent on my efforts or faithfulness. it is human nature i suppose to be conditional about our relationships, we cant help it to an extent. you dont keep giving to someone who doens't give back. oh but God, He does. hard to wrap my little brain around and even harded to internalize in my heart.
trying to decide how to tell my boys im leaving. and when. dont want to cry
keeping the panic at bay. trying to anyway. need an apartment? in say two weeks?
Posted by Emily at 11:07 PM | Comments (2)
November 08, 2006
hey hey if anyone is looking to sublease an apartment in january...we have a super great one. you could get in at the end of december actually and January rent will be FREE!
it is 2 bedroom
was brand new in august
on the corner of south dakota and mortensen, right on cyride
550/month
free internet and cable
plenty of parking
ames racquet and fittness memberships
dishwasher
washer and dryer in unit
lots of cabinets and storage
i'll put pics up soon
but please if you or anyone you know is interested, let us know, it would be a HUGE blessing to andy and i
Posted by Emily at 09:16 PM | Comments (0)